u say, i jump!

i learned a new phrase that day...when someone makes a single comment, u have ten things to do!!!

how apt! i feel like that sometimes. when i have an errand to run, i normally try to do my best, especially if it is on someone's behalf. but lately i feel that my life has been over taken by these requests. sometimes i feel inconvenienced, sometimes i feel frustrated.

especially after i have put extra effort to making everything right, and a single suggestion or comment sends me frantically running around, trying to please, trying to undo and redo what i have done earlier.

especially if someone's decision encompasses my life, affecting me directly or not.

when someone says jump, i have to ask how high, when they say fly, i have to ask how far?

and i don't have a choice to refuse. sigh.

i feel like charlie brown rite now, with those big spirals for eyes....